AIHA AND SPLENECTOMY

Another few months have passed and I am so tired. We managed to get to Wales to see the family in May and it was really lovely. Family really is everything and those granddaughters of mine really know how to make me laugh. I hope they know how much they are loved....my daughter too.

I knew the AIHA was back while I was in Wales. The stairs were difficult, breathless while walking and of course, the old chest vibrations and palpatations. Couple this with feeling really unwell and you have AIHA. My consultant felt my blood counts were ok and had given me another 8 weeks before I needed to see him again. After just 3 weeks and feeling so ill, I had to give in and pay another visit This time the reticulocytes were upto about 174 and hemolysing was going at a rate of knots. Dr Roy was very concerned and it seems now the only way forward is a splenectomy. He explained that there is a 50/50 chance that it will help. 50/50 - half empty or half full? I haven't asked what will be next if it doesn't work, I don't want to know at the moment....one thing to handle at a time. He said to be prepared that spleen could be full of CLL. Once we have the hemolysing under control we will have to tackle the CLL. Meanwhile I am back on high dose steroids with all the side effects, yuk! Things are moving fast and I have another appointment next Monday with Dr Roy and an appointment with Mr John, the spleen surgeon on Tuesday to plan a way forward. I have had the pneumonia and meningitis injections ready to go as I believe they want to do this quickly. I am afraid Mr John won't do it because of cardiac problems. An ECG last week was all over the place.

I have already noticed one of my sisters seem to be pulling back and I haven't heard from my brother in quite a while. I understand this as I feel this way too when someone is struggling with illness. We don't know what to say or how to cope. But my main worry is Neil and who will look after him and support him? Or will it be the same thing again that he has to cope with everything mostly by himself. A shoulder would be a good thing to offer.